Smallest things make the biggest difference this week.
After not hearing from him for about 4 days we just got to speak for 2mins 40seconds.
Just to hear his voice, and to hear ‘i love you’ makes a huge impact on my day. I couldn’t be happier :)
You can’t sit around the house waiting for a call. You just can’t or you will go insane. You have to get out of the house.
as much as I want to be sooky and lay in bed until I hear from him I can’t. I must get out, fresh air, yum breakfast and a friend is what I need right now.
I refuse to get worked up or upset about not speaking to James today. This last week is slowly killing me. Next weekend cannot come soon enough.
I take my hat off to any FIFO or military wives. I honestly don’t know how you do this.
69 sleeps down, only 8 to go until I see my James again. This week has been so incredibly hard, I have worked at all the wrong times and James’ phone has been off or he has been sleeping when I am not at work.
I literally cannot do this any longer. The emotional pain this has caused me is so great. I am so sick I wanting to give up, of crying every night and waking up just to cry some more when his phone is off. I might get through if he was able to contact me but the lack of communication makes this so much worse. I constantly have to remind myself of why I’m doing this, he loves what he does and I hear it in voice when we talk.
I cannot wait to get to the island, to see why and how he loves this life so much.
Marriage means sacrificing and making them happy no matter what, this is why I do it. It makes me happy knowing he is happy.
I can’t wait to be with him again.
Lily Allen, I’ve got you.
Wow these lyrics.